Wednesday, May 09, 2007

no, not a dream! sheesh! yes a dream

Last night I dreamed she had sneaked out of the hospital and came up the back stairs, wearing the hospital gown and with her PICC line dangling. I gave her a great big hug and she sank into me and slowly disappeared... nice...

And that is, actually, much of how I'm feeling. A tiny part of me thinks she's just not at our hospital any more. She's in some unnamed other place, but somewhere in the real world, I just don't know where.

The other part is that she's living inside me forever.

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